In part 1, I said I needed the money for something, and that something is to reinvented myself. I have never in my life ever had my own clothing that I personally liked or bought (except for a Hufflepuff T-shirt from Orlando). I suffer from SAD or social anxiety disorder, but haven't been officially diagnosed so I never had mediation or therapy for it. Because of that, it has gotten to the point in which I can't even go outside of my house without me having to be afraid of my neighbors secretly making fun of me. So, I have to find ways to get it under control.
That's when I looked at my interests and started searching the web to find something I can do to finally say "Hey, I look pretty today". And what I found was a street fashion in Japan called Lolita (keep in mind that it has nothing to do with the book). I fell in love with it since there are so many styles to choose from.
The main styles: Sweet, Classic, and Gothic
I personally love all of them, but if I were to wear any of them, I'd go for sweet. The only problem about getting into the fashion is that it is EXTREMELY expensive. However, with a bit of research, I found 'brands' like Bodyline, Fan+Friends, Infanta, etc.
So, my goal is that in September (my birth month), I will get my first coord (full outfit) from Bodyline. I visit their website everyday and check on their dresses and skirt to see if they're available. I also like to check out other people's coords of my favorite dresses.
I'm thankful that my mom approved of me wanting to wear lolita (since many parents don't like it). She said she will also help out and that's the best thing ever for me. Of course, when I finally start, I'll share it on here and hopefully improve.
Also, I have a sideblog on Tumblr dedicated to Japan fashion and everything cute. If you're interested, check it out! Harajukie - Onigoto
So this my update for now. Maybe something might happen this summer that will be update worthy, but for now, goodbye!
I wish you all the best purchasing your new clothes, I am sure you will look amazing. Just remember to always be you and never worry what others think. It is what you think that matters most.
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